i wish i could hold you just one more time, see you smile and hear your voice. i wish we could walk round the Castlemilk shops, which used to drive me mad every saturday. i wish we could have a wee drink, a whisky for you, no ice and a wee vodka and cranberry for me. i wish my kids could still bolt out of the car and be the first to see you. i wish you peace now and pain free. i wish i become half the woman and mum that you were. i will try love caroline xxx